The Messy Parts

• Ana Gasteyer Gets Real About Wicked, SNL, and the Hustle of Showbiz (Re-Release)

  What does it really take to build a career across Saturday Night Live, Broadway’s Wicked, network TV, and music? In this re-release of one of our favorite episodes of The Messy Parts, Ana Gasteyer joins Maryam Banikarim to reveal the messy, unglamorous parts of showbusiness — like rejection, insecurity, and feeling like an outsider. Ana turned those realities into fuel for her creativity, and tells Maryam about the power of radical preparedness in auditions, why naming her goals out loud shifted everything, and how Martin Short's life-balancing method helps her navigate the chaos of life. Whether you’re an actor, artist, writer, or anyone chasing a creative dream, Ana’s insights on resilience and reinvention will resonate deeply. A warm, hilarious, and refreshingly honest conversation about ambition, belonging, and showing up for the life you want.Send us a textEmail us: [email protected] To stay up to date with The Messy Parts and get all the behind-the-scenes content, follow us on Instagram, LinkedIn, YouTube.If you enjoyed this episode, please subscribe, leave a rating and review on Apple or Spotify or where ever you get your podcasts.Thank you for listening.

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• Rafat Ali Plays the Long Game: This Internet Pioneer Says You Should Stop Rushing Your Career

  Is your path too messy for success? In this episode of The Messy Parts, Maryam talks to Rafat Ali, founder of Skift and one of the most quietly influential figures in digital media. This feels like a personal conversation, Rafat opens up about the parts of his journey most people never hear: stuttering as a teenager, feeling like an outsider in America, breaking down during intense life changes, and rebuilding through resilience. Maryam guides Rafat through the unexpected threads that connect his life — curiosity, delayed gratification, instinct, and the belief that nonlinear careers often lead to the most meaningful destinations. From surviving the collapse of his industry to navigating the COVID shutdown and a banking crisis, Rafat offers real insight for anyone struggling with uncertainty.Show Notes: ✍️ Stammering to Storytelling: How Writing Became His Superpower The childhood stutter, expanding vocabulary, and discovering writing as expression.🌍 From India to Indiana: Culture Shock, Baywatch & Belonging Rafat’s honest story of early loneliness, identity, and adjusting to America as a Muslim kid.🎙️ Why Push Through? Rafat on Life Phases & the “Two-Year Rule” How he decides when to persist vs. pivot — a core framework for careers and reinvention.💼 B2B Influence > Fame: Choosing a Niche and Owning a Sector Why Rafat sought influence over money—and how niching down fueled his career strategy.🧭 Contrarian Thinking & Global Lens: Seeing What Others Miss How being an outsider shaped his instincts, travel philosophy, and entrepreneurship.🔁 Career Compounding: Staying Put to Accelerate Growth His philosophy on long careers, loyal teams, and why job-hopping kills momentum.🌐 Influence Over Money: Why Rafat Chose Impact, Not IncomeRafat reveals the driving force behind his entire career: the pursuit of influence—not wealth👨‍👩‍👧 Family, Legacy & Belonging: The Emotional Skift India Forum The powerful story of bringing his mother to his Delhi conference and finally being “seen.”💥 When Everything Breaks: COVID, SVB Collapse & Leading Through PanicInside the near-death business moments—money running out, tears, resilience, and action. 🧠 Mental Health, Compartmentalizing & the Breakdown That Changed Him Rafat opens up about his recent mental health crisis, adopting a baby, and learning limits.Send us a textEmail us: [email protected] To stay up to date with The Messy Parts and get all the behind-the-scenes content, follow us on Instagram, LinkedIn, YouTube.If you enjoyed this episode, please subscribe, leave a rating and review on Apple or Spotify or where ever you get your podcasts.Thank you for listening.

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• Celebrity Wedding Planner Marcy Blum Turned Fun Into a Million-Dollar Business

  How do you turn fun into a career? In this honest, funny, and inspiring episode of The Messy Parts, celebrity event planner Marcy Blum tells Maryam how she went from living on a failed commune in Vermont to organizing lavish celebrations for LeBron James, Kevin Bacon, and countless billionaires, and why “fun” is her most powerful business strategy. Along the way, Marcy opens up about sexism in the culinary world, building her brand without a blueprint, and finding purpose after burnout. It’s a story of creativity, survival, and joy — the messy kind that makes a life worth celebrating.Key Moments🎭 From Bronx Kid to Performing Arts DreamerHow a bold teenager chased art, broke expectations, and followed her creative instincts.🏡 The Commune Years: Learning the Hard Way About Belonging & FailureThe Vermont commune experiment — and the messy lessons it left behind.🍳 From “Let’s Make a Deal” to Le Cordon BleuHow depression, a mother’s push, and Paris changed everything.👩‍🍳 Breaking Barriers in a Male-Dominated KitchenBeing one of the first women at the CIA — and facing sexism head-on. 🍽️ From Miserable Chef to Accidental EntrepreneurThe bizarre lunch that led to her first big break — thanks to Ed Koch.💡 Reinvention & Risk: How Marcy Accidentally Invented Wedding PlanningThe Tony Robbins insight that pushed her to quit misery and start her business.💰 The Pricing Wake-Up Call: Why It Took 25 Years to Stop Undervaluing HerselfMarcy’s candid money talk: from flat fees to millionaire weddings — and learning her worth.🥂 The Queen of Fun: Turning Every Party Into Living TheaterHow she brings joy, surprise, and connection into every event — even for billionaires.– 💬 Real Talk: Boundaries, Asking for Help & The Power of the Specific AskWhy vague “pick your brain” requests don’t work — and how to ask for help with confidence.Send us a textEmail us: [email protected] To stay up to date with The Messy Parts and get all the behind-the-scenes content, follow us on Instagram, LinkedIn, YouTube.If you enjoyed this episode, please subscribe, leave a rating and review on Apple or Spotify or where ever you get your podcasts.Thank you for listening.

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• How to Reinvent Yourself When You "Should Have Figured It Out By Now": Kelly Kopp

  Kelly Kopp, is now known as “New York City Kopp,” influencer, photographer, tour guide But at 40 years old, Kelly lost everything—his house in the mortgage crisis, his restaurant job, his health (without insurance), and watched his best friend, Sandy, die of cancer. Sitting poolside in Orlando contemplating how people reach their breaking point, Sandy's death became his wake-up call to "go live." He moved to New York City with just a suitcase, discovered photography, and built a social media empire as "New York City Kopp." This raw conversation explores how devastating loss can become the catalyst for reinvention, the power of laser focus, and finding joy in the most unexpected places.Topic Covered The Years "Wasted" Doing What You Were Supposed To Do: Working as a manager in Orlando for about 8 years before his pivot.The Economic Earthquake You Didn't See Coming "I bought a house in Orlando... I ended up losing the house. And that was the beginning of the domino effect."When Your Body Sends An Invoice Your Career Can't Pay At 40, Kelly experiences chest pain and stress, goes to ER without health insurance, ends up in cardiac unit for a week with tests and a blockage scare requiring a stent.The Compound Crisis That Breaks The Formula: "It was just so stressful. I lost my job. I lost my house, I'm in the hospital... Everything was against me... I didn't think things could get worse, but they continued to get worse."When Loss Doesn't Care About Your Deadlines: "She got diagnosed with cancer and it was quick from diagnosis to her passing away... it was a huge, huge impact on me."The Crisis That Makes You Understand Why People Just StopThe breaking point: "There was a point where I was sitting at the edge of my pool looking in the pool thinking... I could understand how people could get to the point and be like, I just can't do it anymore."The Terror Of Reinventing Yourself When You "Should Have Figured It Out By Now." Being Your Own Hype Man When You're Running On Empty: "Sometimes I do have to motivate myself... I'll read some motivational books or something... watch something that's motivational... that'll kick me out of this little bit of a funk."The always-on problem: "In the back of my mind I'm thinking I could do a video right now... It is challenging because... I'm like, hold on one second. I just gotta do a quick photo. I gotta do a quick video."Show Notes: Follow Kelly on Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/newyorkcitykopp/#Follow Kelly on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/newyorkcitykoppFollow Kelly on TikTok: https://www.instagram.com/newyorkcitykoppKelly Kopp Tours: https://newyorkcitykopp.com/Send us a textEmail us: [email protected] To stay up to date with The Messy Parts and get all the behind-the-scenes content, follow us on Instagram, LinkedIn, YouTube.If you enjoyed this episode, please subscribe, leave a rating and review on Apple or Spotify or where ever you get your podcasts.Thank you for listening.

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• The Real Cost of Staying Silent at Work with Brooke Baldwin

  Could getting fired be the best thing that ever happened to you? In this deeply personal episode of The Messy Parts, journalist Brooke Baldwin sits down with Maryam to discuss her journey from heartbreak to healing after she was let go from her dream job at CNN. Brooke talks about speaking truth to power, walking through fear, and redefining success on her own terms. The two explore what happens when your identity is tied to your career — and how to rebuild when it all unravels. Whether you’re facing a layoff, a breakup, or a life transition, Brooke’s story will help you remember: sometimes losing it all is how you finally find yourself.Key Moments:Trusting Your Gut: When You Know Something’s OffBrooke shares how that inner “spidey sense” told her something wasn’t right at work—and why we so often ignore it.Kill Them with Kindnes💄How politeness and perfectionism can hold women back and the high cost of always saying yes.When Your Dream Job Stops Feeling Like One 💔Brooke reflects on how the news industry changed, and how her joy slowly faded at CNN.Being Sidelined and Staying Silent 🤐What it feels like to be removed from your own job and how masking pain becomes a survival skill in corporate culture.Speak Up (Before It’s Too Late) 🗣️Brooke reveals what she wishes she’d done differently and how to find the courage to speak up with both grace and strength.Fired but Not Free Yet 🔒The truth behind her on-air goodbye, the NDA that silenced her, and the emotional toll of pretending everything was fine.The Charade of the Perfect Life 🎭Brooke connects her workplace silence to her childhood, where appearances mattered more than truth.When It All Unravels: Career + Marriage 💥Two major endings collide, and Brooke learns that sometimes losing everything can be the start of becoming yourself.Make Your Own Money 💲Brooke explains how saving money over the years gave her the freedom to bet on herself after she was fired and her marriage fell apart.Healing at the Hoffman Institute 🌿A week of deep emotional work helps Brooke find clarity, courage, and connection after loss.Living Without the Armor ✨Brooke embraces her natural self, her truth, and the “messy middle”—and reminds us that the mess is life, so we might as well surrender to it.Send us a textEmail us: [email protected] To stay up to date with The Messy Parts and get all the behind-the-scenes content, follow us on Instagram, LinkedIn, YouTube.If you enjoyed this episode, please subscribe, leave a rating and review on Apple or Spotify or where ever you get your podcasts.Thank you for listening.

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