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A Canadian Mormon Story - Ben and Justine Jalaff Pt. 1 | Ep. 2014
In this episode, Ben and Justine share their powerful and emotional journeys through Mormonism, immigration, family trauma, and healing. They discuss Ben's family's escape from political turmoil, their struggles with loss, and the lure of the Mormon doctrine of eternal families.Ben faces racial and cultural challenges within the Church, battles self-worth issues, and grapples with the harm purity culture and missionary service caused.Justine recounts her own upbringing in a strict Mormon household, the pressure of modesty culture, and the way Mormon ideals shaped her relationships and sense of self. Together, they reflect on how they met, the impact of internalized racism, and their path toward authenticity, healing, and love — even as they confront the pain Mormonism left behind.This is part 1 of a very special two-part Mormon Stories interview.00:00:00 Introduction 00:06:34 Ben’s parents experience multiple infant loss/miscarriage00:28:15 Reconnecting with the Church in Canada00:39:00 “I left my home, my pride, mi familia.”00:58:30 How Mormonism helps & harms at the same time01:10:15 Justine’s Mormon childhood, youngest of 7, father a convert01:22:11 Chosen generation trope affects relationships w/friends & family01:38:10 Effects of purity culture01:47:49 Justine repents for first boyfriend, first kiss at University02:09:27 Ben & Justine become friends02:17:13 Going on a mission causes more strife with Ben’s parents02:38:20 Ben ignores intuition to tell gay convert not to join, ending in tragedy02:55:45 Justine feels pressure to focus on numbers instead of people on her mission03:20:07 How Justine & Ben start dating03:24:15 Book of Mormon racism03:26:30 Ben’s anguish over harm to himself & his relationship with his parentsShow NotesYouTubeMormon Stories Thanks Our Generous Donors!Help us continue to deliver quality content by becoming a donor today:One-time or recurring donation through DonorboxSupport us on PatreonPayPalVenmoOur Platforms:YouTubePatreonSpotifyApple PodcastsContact us:[email protected] Box 171085, Salt Lake City, UT 84117Social Media:Insta: @mormstoriesTikTok: @mormonstoriespodcastJoin the Discord
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Ten Things TO DO In Your Faith Deconstruction | Ep. 2013
In this powerful follow-up conversation, Britt Hartley returns to explore 10 practical and emotional steps to take during your faith deconstruction journey. From embracing anger and grief, to rediscovering your identity, setting boundaries, and finding peace in the unknown—this episode is a guide to healing, growth, and transformation.Whether you're newly questioning or deep in the process, these insights will help you navigate deconstruction with compassion and clarity.Topics include:Grieving your old beliefsEmbracing uncertaintyInner child & shadow workBuilding authentic communitySetting loving boundariesLearning to just beJoin us as we unpack the deep emotional layers of deconstruction and the tools that can truly support your journey.00:00:00 Introduction00:04:17 First: Anger, grief phase, etc. Lean into the anger00:12:12 Second: Embracing what you don’t know00:20:36 Third: Dating yourself00:29:52 Fourth: Inner child work00:37:11 Fifth: Shadow work00:44:35 Sixth: Deculting00:50:38 Seventh: Vulnerably reaching out to others00:57:00 How men are doing in deconstruction vs. how women are doing01:01:32 Eighth: Exploring human development01:08:15 Ninth: Boundaries from a place of love01:14:33 Tenth: Learning how to just be01:19:00 Closing remarksShow NotesYouTubeMormon Stories Thanks Our Generous Donors!Help us continue to deliver quality content by becoming a donor today:One-time or recurring donation through DonorboxSupport us on PatreonPayPalVenmoOur Platforms:YouTubePatreonSpotifyApple PodcastsContact us:[email protected] Box 171085, Salt Lake City, UT 84117Social Media:Insta: @mormstoriesTikTok: @mormonstoriespodcastJoin the Discord
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Mormon Relief Society President Resigns - Jennifer Jeppson Wilson | Ep. 2012
Jennifer Wilson shares her deeply personal journey from growing up in a devout Mormon family to questioning, deconstructing, and ultimately leaving her faith. She opens up about her family's polygamist history, her mission experience, marriage, leadership roles in the church, and the struggles that came with navigating faith transitions. From grappling with church expectations to finding newfound freedom and clarity, Jennifer reflects on how this journey has reshaped her identity, marriage, and parenting.Key Topics Covered: Growing up in a Mormon household & family history, missionary experiences & gender expectations in the church, marriage, motherhood & church leadership roles, doubts, faith crisis & leaving the church, Raising kids outside of Mormonism & rediscovering identity.Join us for an honest, heartfelt conversation about faith, change, and self-discovery. Don't forget to like, subscribe, and share your thoughts in the comments!___________________At Mormon Stories we explore, celebrate, and challenge Mormon culture through in-depth stories told by members and former members of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints as well as scholars, authors, LDS apologists, and other professionals. Our overall mission is to: 1. Facilitate informed consent amongst LDS Church members, investigators, and non-members regarding Mormon history, doctrine, and theology2. Support Mormons (and members of other high-demand religions) who are experiencing a religious faith crisis3. Promote healing, growth and community for those who choose to leave the LDS Church or other high demand religions🤝Help us continue to deliver quality content by becoming a donor todayOne-time or recurring donations: https://donorbox.org/mormon-stories?default_interval=m Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/mormonstories Venmo: https://account.venmo.com/u/mormonstories Paypal: https://paypal.me/mormonstories Join this channel to get access to perks:https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCx6OgmoqJbOVRq-Lv1P7SzA/joinOur Platforms:🌐Mormon Stories Blog: https://www.mormonstories.org/episodes 🎙️Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/mormonstories ✳️Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/show/4sDzk7dRjODTSEqzZKZJzk?si=148b0efc1ccc4404&nd=1 🍎Apple Podcasts: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/mormon-stories-lds/id312094772 🖼️Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/mormstories 📱TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@mormonstoriespodcast 🎮Discord: https://discord.com/invite/kuX5p6yyjF Contact us:📧 [email protected]📬PO Box 171085, Salt Lake City, UT 84117
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Ten Things NOT to Do In Your Faith Deconstruction - Britt Hartley | Ep. 2011
In this episode, we explore 10 common pitfalls people face during religious deconstruction. From navigating relationships and parenting outside of organized religion to the challenges of psychedelics, intellectualism, and identity loss—this is a raw, honest conversation about life after faith. Whether you're just beginning your journey or deep in it, this discussion offers insight, validation, and guidance.Key topics covered:Why opening your marriage right after leaving religion may backfireHow to provide structure for your kids without religionThe psychedelic trap & chasing spiritual highsThe “missionary phase” of ex-belief systemsFinding meaning beyond religion, without clinging to new dogmasThe lifelong process of deconstructionAnd much more, including Gen Z dating, chakras, free will, and dreamsDon’t miss her reflections on what she’s learned, what to avoid, and how to move forward with integrity and openness.Show NotesYouTube00:00:00 Introduction00:04:44 These are things she's learned to be aware of as you are in the mess of religious deconstruction; it’s not a same thing00:08:04 The first thing you should avoid: Opening your marriage soon after leaving your faith00:16:32 Second: Providing order and structure for kids00:22:37 Do kids need religion for structure and order?00:34:15 Third: Psychedelic chasing00:39:45 Four: Clinging to new beliefs00:45:32 Reality is more magical than how we view reality00:50:28 Five: Avoid the Missionary Phase. Sam Harris says: “No one is more ardent in their atheism than exMormons”00:57:01 Six: Not recognizing the good in religion 01:04:57 Seven: Underestimating the hard work it is to replace religion01:12:32 Eight: Underestimating that deconstruction is a lifelong process01:18:11 Do we have free will? 01:28:32 Nine: Avoid finding new prophets01:35:45 Ten: Overemphasis on intellectualism01:42:53 Final thoughtsMormon Stories Thanks Our Generous Donors!Help us continue to deliver quality content by becoming a donor today:One-time or recurring donation through DonorboxSupport us on PatreonPayPalVenmoOur Platforms:YouTubePatreonSpotifyApple PodcastsContact us:[email protected] Box 171085, Salt Lake City, UT 84117Social Media:Insta: @mormstoriesTikTok: @mormonstoriespodcastJoin the Discord
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Mormon Women ECSTATIC about Garments Change | Ep. 2010
After nearly two centuries of strict modesty standards, the Mormon Church has made a historic change—women’s garments now allow for exposed shoulders. In this in-depth panel, Mormon women unpack the significance of this shift. From the garments' Masonic roots and historical designs to the ways they’ve shaped modesty culture, sexuality, and control over women's bodies, this conversation dives deep. The panel also explores the social media response, health concerns, and the ongoing discomfort many women still face. With personal stories, historical context, and commentary on the new designs, this is a must-watch discussion on a topic rarely spoken about so openly.Show NotesYouTube00:00:00 Introductions00:18:15 Rules around garments00:26:32 Modesty culture shaped by garments00:34:10 Church doctrine around garments00:39:50 Modesty policing among members - “garment checking”01:06:00 The effect of garments on a couple’s sex life01:25:00 Photos of the new garment designs01:32:00 How would they have received this info as an active believer?01:51:00 Nancy’s final comments02:02:35 @AndreaFausett video02:09:28 @VikaFroclieh video02:18:00 Video of woman walking into church in new garments02:25:25 Discussion on if tight fitting clothing is okay02:27:00 “Gen Z is different”02:28:10 Third @AndreaFausett video02:332:26 Sharing superchat comments02:34:54 @NicoleEversten video02:36:25 Second @VikaFroclieh video02:42:30 @Haleyrawle video02:51:20 @Exponentii_blog video (Abby’s video)02:55:32 Final thoughtsMormon Stories Thanks Our Generous Donors!Help us continue to deliver quality content by becoming a donor today:One-time or recurring donation through DonorboxSupport us on PatreonPayPalVenmoOur Platforms:YouTubePatreonSpotifyApple PodcastsContact us:[email protected] Box 171085, Salt Lake City, UT 84117Social Media:Insta: @mormstoriesTikTok: @mormonstoriespodcastJoin the Discord
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