In this special two-part interview, I sit down with Jedidiah Hartley, a former insider in the charismatic prophetic movement and the son of Bob Hartley, a once-renowned “prophet” within IHOP, Bethel, and broader New Apostolic Reformation (NAR) circles.Jedidiah grew up watching his father gain global acclaim for prophetic insights , but behind the stage lights was a man faking words, using conference registration lists to look people up, and abusing his power to manipulate, control, and harm. Jedidiah opens up about the painful tension of loving someone who has caused harm, someone he still hoped would turn things around, while also feeling a deep responsibility to protect others by telling the truth.This is a powerful look at what happens when charisma is platformed over character, and why Jedidiah is now speaking out against spiritual manipulation within the NAR. We also talk about how his story helped me process my own (including a false prophecy I received from his father). —Follow for more:Jedidiah’s IG: https://www.instagram.com/jedidiahhartley/Jubilee’s TikTok: @jubileedawnsJubilee’s IG: @jubileedawnsHealed-ish TikTok: @healedishpodcastHealed-ish IG: @healedishpodcastApply To Share Your Story: Submit Here
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10. Raised by a False Prophet (Jedidiah's Story)
In this special two-part interview, I sit down with Jedidiah Hartley, a former insider in the charismatic prophetic movement and the son of Bob Hartley, a once-renowned “prophet” within IHOP, Bethel, and broader New Apostolic Reformation (NAR) circles.Jedidiah grew up watching his father gain global acclaim for prophetic insights , but behind the stage lights was a man faking words, using conference registration lists to look people up, and abusing his power to manipulate, control, and harm. Jedidiah opens up about the painful tension of loving someone who has caused harm, someone he still hoped would turn things around, while also feeling a deep responsibility to protect others by telling the truth.This is a powerful look at what happens when charisma is platformed over character, and why Jedidiah is now speaking out against spiritual manipulation within the NAR. We also talk about how his story helped me process my own (including a false prophecy I received from his father). —Follow for more:Jedidiah’s IG: https://www.instagram.com/jedidiahhartley/Jubilee’s TikTok: @jubileedawnsJubilee’s IG: @jubileedawnsHealed-ish TikTok: @healedishpodcastHealed-ish IG: @healedishpodcastApply To Share Your Story: Submit Here
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9. When Grooming Feels Like Love (Mary Beth's Story)
In this episode, I sit down with Mary Beth, a survivor and author who is bravely sharing her story of what it was like to be groomed by her choir teacher. At just 12 years old, a trusted adult began building a relationship with her that would eventually become romantic when she was 19.For years, Mary Beth believed the connection she had with him was special, even meaningful. We talk about what it’s like to untangle memories that once felt positive, the emotional confusion that often comes with grooming, and the deep work required to reclaim your story. Mary Beth brings so much wisdom, tenderness, and clarity to a topic that many people have a hard time naming.She is now releasing her first book, Thinking of You, which explores her story in depth and offers insight into how these experiences often begin quietly and subtly. It’s a book for anyone who has ever questioned their own story, or felt alone in their process of understanding the past.-Mary Beth's Tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@mary.beth.runnoe?lang=enMary Beth's IG: https://www.instagram.com/mary.beth.runnoe/Resources on Grooming: https://rainn.org/news/grooming-know-warning-signs-Jubilee’s TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@jubileedawnsJubilee’s IG: https://www.instagram.com/jubileedawnsHealed-ish TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@healedishpodcastHealed-ish IG: https://www.instagram.com/healedishpodcastApply To Share Your Story: https://forms.gle/23f8SPBX1VntsqUU8
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8. Courtship Rules And Koolaid Lies (Alisha's Story)
Part 2 of 2Scroll for CW In this episode, Alisha shares her chilling experience inside a high-control cult church where the pastor dictated every part of her life—including who she could date, how much she could talk to them, and even how she entered the elite crowd of the youth group. From hazing rituals to strict courting rules, Alisha’s story reveals the hidden trauma that often hides behind “godly” obedience. Now, she’s reclaiming her voice through her platform Spilling the Koolaid and breaking the silence on the emotional abuse she endured for years.— Please note: This episode includes mentions of religious abuse. Take care as you listen. —Follow for more:Alisha's Tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@spillingthekoolaid Jubilee’s TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@jubileedawnsJubilee’s IG: https://www.instagram.com/jubileedawns/ Healed-ish TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@healedishpodcastHealed-ish IG: https://www.instagram.com/healedishpodcast/ Apply To Share Your Story: https://forms.gle/Q3sXAofmAqAk5bPB9
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7. Courtship Rules and Koolaid Lies: Alisha’s Story
Part 1 of 2Scroll for CWIn this episode, Alisha shares her chilling experience inside a high-control cult church where the pastor dictated every part of her life—including who she could date, how much she could talk to them, and even how she entered the elite crowd of the youth group. From hazing rituals to strict courting rules, Alisha’s story reveals the hidden trauma that often hides behind “godly” obedience. Now, she’s reclaiming her voice through her platform Spilling the Koolaid and breaking the silence on the emotional abuse she endured for years.—Please note: This episode includes mentions of self harm, religious abuse, and hazing. Take care as you listen.—Follow for more:https://www.tiktok.com/@spillingthekoolaidJubilee’s TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@jubileedawnsJubilee’s IG: https://www.instagram.com/jubileedawns/Healed-ish TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@healedishpodcastHealed-ish IG: https://www.instagram.com/healedishpodcast/Apply To Share Your Story: https://forms.gle/Q3sXAofmAqAk5bPB9
Welcome to Healed-ish! A podcast about the messy, beautiful, and sometimes insane process of healing. Each week, host Jubilee Dawn (@jubileedawns) sits down with survivors of betrayal, religious trauma, catfishing, toxic relationships, and more to unpack the chaos and growth that comes with starting over. These are the stories people don’t always tell — honest, raw, a little funny, and fully human.
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