The Wrong Ones

A reflection on unrealized futures, settling, identity, and learning to trust the unfolding of your life.

Somewhere along the way, many of us were told that adulthood would eventually arrive with certainty—that one day we'd wake up knowing exactly who we are, who we're meant to love, and what kind of life we're supposed to build.

Instead, many of us find ourselves standing in the middle of thirty different paths wondering if we're already behind.

This week's episode explores Sylvia Plath's famous fig tree theory from The Bell Jar and the grief of realizing that choosing one life often means letting other possible versions of ourselves go. We talk about the psychology of unrealized identities, why so many people quietly settle into lives they never consciously chose, and how fear and familiarity often shape our biggest decisions.

I also share a conversation with a stranger on a plane about dating, relationships, and the surprising realization that men often carry many of the same fears women do—just in different ways.

We get into:

• The psychology behind the fig tree theory and decision paralysis
• Why adulthood can feel like grieving lives you never lived
• Identity dissonance and feeling "behind" in your late twenties and thirties
• Why people settle into relationships and routines that no longer align with them
• The neuroscience of familiarity versus fulfillment
• How social media creates the illusion that every possible life is simultaneously available to us
• Why uncertainty can feel biologically threatening
• The difference between peace and resignation in relationships
• Why emotional spirals are often signals rather than failures
• The beauty and pain of impermanence

We end with a lesson inspired by literature and a quote that has stayed with me:"Even the beautiful rose in my vase will wither tomorrow." Because maybe the point was never to build a life untouched by change or loss. Maybe the point is learning how to love life anyway.
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This week's episode is less "healed older sister giving life advice" and more "emotionally exhausted woman attempting to psychoanalyze her own spiral in real time."

This episode explores what happens when hyper-independence stops feeling empowering and starts feeling exhausting. From repeated vet visits and carrying the emotional weight of life alone, to dating app burnout, failed setups, loneliness, and the quiet grief of watching everyone around you move into marriages, babies, and shared lives—this is an honest conversation about the psychological exhaustion of doing everything by yourself.

The episode dives into:
— the difference between loneliness and nervous system depletion
— why being single can feel freeing one week and devastating the next
— the psychology behind instinctively saying "we" when there is no "we"
— emotional co-regulation and the human need for sharedness
— why dating apps can create emotional fatigue and hopelessness
— how anxiety and depression distort perspective during hard seasons
— the pressure to perform confidence and independence even when you're struggling

If you've ever:
— felt left behind while everyone else seemed to move forward
— canceled plans because you couldn't force yourself to be social
— felt embarrassed by how much failed setups or dating apps affected you
— wondered why independence suddenly stopped feeling empowering
— craved partnership not for validation, but for shared emotional weight

…this episode is for you.

This week's goal is not thriving. It's stabilization.
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A reflection on fear, avoidance, and the emotional gray area between healing and starting over.

There's a version of healing that looks really good on paper—the routines, the growth, the self-awareness. And then there's the part no one really talks about: the quiet resistance that shows up when it's actually time to put yourself back out there.

This episode sits in that in-between space.

It's not about being completely closed off, but it's also not about being fully open. It's about the internal tension of thinking you're ready to date again… while noticing that your actions don't quite match that belief. The hesitation, the subtle avoidance, the way you can rationalize staying where you are—even when you know, deep down, you want more.

And underneath that resistance, there's a question that feels harder to admit out loud: are there even good people out there anymore?

When you're constantly exposed to stories of cheating, betrayal, and emotional unavailability—and when social media makes access to other people feel so immediate and endless—it can start to shift your perception of what's normal. It creates this quiet sense that connection isn't just vulnerable… it's risky in a way that feels harder to control.

So the fear isn't just about starting over. It's about wondering what you're actually stepping back into.

Through a stream-of-consciousness reflection, this episode unpacks the jumbled thoughts that come up when you start questioning why you're resistant to dating again. Is it intuition… or is it fear? Is it self-protection… or avoidance? And how do you tell the difference when both can feel so similar in the moment?

We explore how past experiences shape present behavior, how the nervous system holds onto emotional memory, and why starting over can feel disproportionately heavy—even when nothing is technically "wrong." And how the narratives we absorb—online and offline—quietly influence what we expect from people before we even give them a chance.

This isn't a how-to episode. It's a real-time processing of what it feels like to be in the gray area—no longer who you were, but not fully stepping into what's next.

Next week, we'll go deeper into the psychology behind hyper-independence—where it comes from, why it's so reinforced in today's culture, and how to differentiate between genuine self-sufficiency and fear-based avoidance.

Because not all independence is the same.

And sometimes, what looks like strength on the outside… is actually protection on the inside.
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A conversation on using astrology as insight—not escape. In this episode, we sit down with Melissa Perez (Mel)—a birth chart reader I've mentioned before—for a grounded, honest conversation about astrology and what it's actually meant to do.

We break down what a birth chart really is, how it's created, and why so many people feel seen by it almost instantly. But more importantly, we get into the nuance: the difference between using astrology as a tool for self-awareness versus using it as a way to avoid responsibility for your choices.

Because there's a fine line between insight and avoidance. Between reflection and outsourcing your decision-making to something external.

We talk about:
What a birth chart is and why it can feel so accurate
The psychology behind why people resonate so deeply with astrology
How astrology can support self-awareness, not replace it
The danger of using your chart to justify patterns instead of changing them
Why accountability still matters—even when the stars seem to explain everything
This episode is for anyone who's ever looked to the stars for answers… and is ready to come back to themselves with a little more clarity.

About Mel: Melissa Perez is an astrologer, doula, and mother whose work centers on self-trust, inner work, and helping people connect with the deeper story of their lives.

Connect with Mel:
Booking Information: https://www.cosmicinnerwork.com/
Contact: cosmicinnerwork@gmail.com
Instagram: @innerworkmama
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A reflection on modern dating, emotional standards, and the quiet work of healing in real time.

In this episode of The Wrong Ones, we're not talking about a dramatic breakup or a sweeping love story. We're talking about something much smaller—and, in a lot of ways, much more telling.

A date that didn't happen. A message that didn't come. And the spiral of thoughts that follows when someone's inconsistency forces you to confront your own patterns.

Because this episode isn't really about him. It's about what his absence revealed.

We get into the psychology of modern dating—why effort feels rare, why "wooing" has quietly disappeared, and how bare minimum behavior has somehow become normalized. But more importantly, we unpack the internal conflict that comes up when you know what you deserve… and still feel the pull to question it.

This episode explores what it looks like to choose yourself in real time. Not in a perfectly healed, fully evolved way—but in the messy, moment-by-moment decisions where you're still undoing old patterns.

We talk about attachment, emotional conditioning, and the subtle ways past experiences shape present reactions—especially in dating. The urge to rationalize. The temptation to override your own standards. The discomfort of holding a boundary when someone else isn't meeting you there.

And then we zoom out.

Because healing isn't a one-time realization. It's not a single therapy session, or one breakthrough conversation, or one podcast episode where everything suddenly makes sense.

It's daily. It's choosing differently, over and over again, even when it feels unfamiliar. Even when it would be easier to slip back into what you know. Just like building a routine. Just like taking care of your body. Just like anything that actually lasts.

This episode is a reminder that growth doesn't happen in grand, cinematic moments. It happens quietly—in the decisions no one sees.

And sometimes, it looks like not going on the date.
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